Despairs

An Essay
Despairs / Verzweiflungen
An Essay
An essay on resisting political despair

A young girl stands in front of her swimming teacher and begs to finally be put in the advanced group. Yet she can hardly swim at all without help. Her teacher is merciless, the girl descends into despair.

Thirty years later, Heike Geißler is grown up but still despairing – but she's determined to face up to this feeling. What is wrong – with gender roles, heroism, militarisation? What’s missing? What are all the different sources of inhumanity? In speech, in political action. In...

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A young girl stands in front of her swimming teacher and begs to finally be put in the advanced group. Yet she can hardly swim at all without help. Her teacher is merciless, the girl descends into despair.

Thirty years later, Heike Geißler is grown up but still despairing – but she's determined to face up to this feeling. What is wrong – with gender roles, heroism, militarisation? What’s missing? What are all the different sources of inhumanity? In speech, in political action. In state parliaments, and not just in East Germany. She fights against right-wing extremism, hostile structures and intolerable circumstances. And tries a new approach, a different perspective. So as to draw consolation and courage from it all.

»This book is at once a mirror and a source of consolation. I’ll carry it around in the pocket of my jacket as a kind of emergency package. Because whenever I’m overcome by despair, nothing helps more than finding words for this state in my pocket.« Peggy Mädler

»I’ve been waiting for this book for some time, and now that it’s finally here I just want to go around telling everyone: just read it, you’ll see why. Let the despair take you, listen to me.« Sandra Hüller

»It’s the lines of thought that lead to rage, courage, and consolation that make Heike Geißler’s essay a valuable guide for navigating the present.« Cornelia Geißler, Berliner Zeitung
»This book is at once a mirror and a source of consolation. I’ll carry it around in the pocket of my jacket as a kind of emergency package. Because whenever I’m overcome by despair, nothing helps more than finding words for this state in my pocket.« Peggy Mädler

»I’ve been waiting for this book for some time, and now that it’s finally here I just want to go around telling everyone: just read it, you’ll see why. Let the despair take you, listen to me.« Sandra...
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2025, 221 pages

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Heike Geißler, born in Riesa in 1977, is an author, translator, and co-editor of the series Lücken kann man lesen. Most recently, she published the reportage novel Seasonal Associate (English edition published by Semiotext(e) in 2018). Heike Geißler has been awarded numerous fellowships and prizes. She currently lives in Leipzig.
Heike Geißler, born in Riesa in 1977, is an author, translator, and co-editor of the series Lücken kann man lesen. Most recently, she...

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