What to do with me

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What to do with me / Wohin mit mir
After her bestselling works Christiane und Goethe, Das Leben des Friedrich Schiller, Goethes letzte Reise and with a total number of one million copies sold, Sigrid Damm presents a new work that invites the reader to a journey through her personal life.

A quest for happiness, a journey of self-discovery


It is the last year of the last millennium. High in the wind-whipped north, a woman finds her center in the landscape of unending...
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After her bestselling works Christiane und Goethe, Das Leben des Friedrich Schiller, Goethes letzte Reise and with a total number of one million copies sold, Sigrid Damm presents a new work that invites the reader to a journey through her personal life.

A quest for happiness, a journey of self-discovery


It is the last year of the last millennium. High in the wind-whipped north, a woman finds her center in the landscape of unending wideness and peace surrounding her; her story is contained within this wilderness. An unexpected invitation for a half year’s fellowship in Rome, however, shakes her from tranquility.

Rome in the grips of Millennium fever. Noise, exhaust, cascading tourists. For her, the Eternal City is a giant monitor simultaneously streaming thousands of pictures. She doesn’t feel welcome. It is only in the parks of the Villa Borghese, standing before the Caravaggio paintings in the church of Santa Maria del Popolo, or with the sons who come to visit her that she finds some moments of happiness.

Yet the more time she spends in the south, the more she begins to succumb to its allure. In Rome, she meets Baschal, a young Congolese porter in the Trinità dei Monti. There’s the German bookseller in the Piazza Montecitorio and Fulio and Anna, an old married couple. She follows the footsteps of Ingeborg Bachmann and encounters the composer Hans Werner Henze. And Johann Wolfgang Goethe is recurrent, not only in the name of her residence, the Casa di Goethe. Her travels take her through Sperlonga, to Monte Circeo on the Tyrrhenian Sea, from Lago Maggiore to Venice, and from Genoa and Palermo to Syracuse.

As she wanders through the south, hidden memories surface: the honeymoon to Cuba, remembrances of Che Guevara, the fall of the Berlin Wall, and her early years of living in Lapland. Reflection on a life woven together becomes a journey of discovery. Who am I, where do I want to go? An intimate and thoughtful book in which the search for happiness is a story told with great poetic grace.

2012, 286 pages
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Sigrid Damm was born in Gotha and lives in Berlin and Mecklenburg where she works as a writer. A member of P.E.N. and the Academy of Sciences and Literature in Mainz, she has received numerous recognitions and awards for her works and is the author of the bestseller Christiane und Goethe. Eine Recherche.

Sigrid Damm was born in Gotha and lives in Berlin and Mecklenburg where she works as a writer. A member of P.E.N. and the Academy of Sciences and...


OTHER PUBLICATIONS

All Paths Open
Year of Publication: 2023
Sigrid DammYear of Publication: 2023

The volume contains Sigrid Damm’s essayistic works created over the span of four decades and is accompanied by an introduction by the German philologist and writer Heinrich Detering.

It includes recent essays on Hermann Hesse, Ulrich Schacht, the film Leuchte, mein Stern, leuchte, works on the Totentanz cycle by the painter Lutz Friedel and...

Goethe and Carl August
Year of Publication: 2020
Sigrid DammYear of Publication: 2020

Sigrid Damm tells the exciting story, rich in contradictions, highs and lows, personal and political vicissitudes, of the more than fifty years of friendship between Goethe and the Weimar Duke Carl August.


From June 15 onwards, the day that Goethe receives the news of his friend’s death, their two lives are explored in flashbacks. Goethe talks about their »most...

Hiking – A Quiet Rush
Year of Publication: 2020
Sigrid DammYear of Publication: 2020

A sixty-year-old woman and a thirty-year-old man are hiking in the solitude of the far north for seven days, in the archaic landscape of Swedish Lapland, the home of the Sami people, the last indigenous people in Europe.


At night, dreams open otherworldly doors, during the day, the rhythm of the steps sets their memory in motion. Peace and war, birth and death, horizon lines, fire,...

Time Moves in a Circle
Year of Publication: 2018
Sigrid DammYear of Publication: 2018

Sigrid Damm’s new book presents a retrospective love for her father. All her life, she was in conflict with him, rejected him. It wasn’t until shortly before his death that a tentative relationship started to develop between the two. More than twenty years later, she begins to trace her father’s life.


She consults documents and old photos, which had been stored...

»Summer rain of love«
Year of Publication: 2015
Sigrid DammYear of Publication: 2015
Goethe’s letters to Charlotte von Stein are some of the most beautiful examples of world literature. They are intimate documents of Goethe’s first decade at Weimar, which, during his lifetime, was shrouded in silence.


Unreservedly he shares with her all his doubts and fears, tells her of his successes and failures and of his artistic and socio-political work in the Duchy...
Goethe’s Friends in Gotha and Weimar
Year of Publication: 2014
Sigrid DammYear of Publication: 2014

»And now I bid all my friends in Weimar and Gotha a faithful farewell! Your love accompanies me, as I could not continue without it…«

 Against a backdrop of wars and confusion, agreements and conflict between the neighboring courts of Gotha and Weimar, this book – based, as always, on Sigrid Damm’s meticulous research – reveals a largely unknown chapter of Goethe’s biography and...

Goethe's Last Trip
Year of Publication: 2007
Sigrid DammYear of Publication: 2007
In August 1831, half a year before he died, Goethe, together with his grandsons Walther and Wolfgang traveled to Ilmenau in the forests of Thuringia, a place where he had often spent time. It was...
Rights sold to:

Domestic Rights Sales: German Audiobook (Lindhardt & Ringhof)

The Life of Friedrich Schiller
Year of Publication: 2004
Sigrid DammYear of Publication: 2004
In the footsteps of the success of her »research« Christiane und Goethe, Sigrid Damm now presents another biographical portrait: Das Leben des Friedrich Schiller (The life of...
Rights sold to:

Japan (Dogakusha)

Christiane and Goethe
Year of Publication: 1998
Sigrid DammYear of Publication: 1998

Rights sold to:

Spanish world rights (Akal), Chinese simplex rights (Social Science Dokument), France (Actes Sud), Korea (Tumenn Publishing), Japan (Seidosha), Poland (Oficyna Naukowa)